Counting down to 7 DAYS!

Yesterday collected my Admission Form from NUH, Pre-admission Dept..

Hate to receive this form from them but do not have a choice... If nvr go for this scan, will nvr know if my Operation still can be proceed in Dec..

I'm tired of using 1 hand to work & live, e feeling is miserable.. Guess no one will understand.. People will just tell me, u r not the only one who suffer.. There're alot more people who suffered more than me..

Haiz, talk is easy.. Anyway they're not the one who suffer..

No matter what now, just wait for the day to come.. Counting down to 7 days!

Grant my wish, please!

When was the last time i updated my blog..

Times filies real fast.. Is coming to end soon for 2008..

What was being done in 2008..?? Ask myself this question sometime.. Can't really answer myself this question too as my life is seem to be a real mess.. Been thru the worst things in lives that not many people will go thru..!!

Nobody understand what m i thinking sometimes, nobody noe what I really want too.. Always tell myself, since life is short.. Enjoy to the fullest!!

But.... Really dunno how to enjoy myself!!

With my current condition, what's there to enjoy about..??

Friends always tell me there're still places that I've yet to go & do.. but do they really understand what I want, even I, myself dunno what I too.. :(

There's nothing I looking forward to be frank.. Even lost hope for my future..!!

I'm thinking how to let go myself without feeling pain.. I'm tired of using my brain to think about all the unneccessary things..

My life seem to be a drama to me.. Maybe is time to end it!!

2009 is coming round the corner.. dun really looking for it....
Just wonder how long God want me to continue suffer..??

I pray to end it soon... Let me go in a peaceful way...
You may see me smiling everyday but actual my heart is crying everyday...!!

Truth Love - Wall E & Eva

Wall E is character tat I love so much..

The way Wall E treat Eva, is no one in life tat can do so..

Remember there's a part tat the rain came, Eva is unable to move due to the plant had been removed her body. Rain came Wall E took an umbrella to cover her from getting wet.. Lightning strike on the umbrella, Wall E was thrown to aside.. but he never give up, took another umbrella to shelter Eva again & the lightning strike on the umbrella again..

Wall E is so caring, he hardly noe Eva but willing to do anything for her.. Even they're just Robot but their feeling r very truthful.. Guess in this world there will be no one behave like Wall E.. So devoted to Eva..

Samsung Omnia SGH i900

Samsung Omnia SGH i900

Love the design, wide screen, GPS, WIFI, 5 Megapixel.. oh my, this is the phone I want!! Have been searching for this for almost 6 mths!!!

Is great that Samsung has come out with such PDA Mobile Phone!!
Camera 5 megapixel
Memorary is up to 16GB
Got WIFI so can surf around
GPS, won't get lost again

Really suit me as I'm a person who love to take pictures (Haha, can see from my blog, pictures mostly taken by my K618i..)

Samsung Omnia SGH i900, best choice.. Yeah!!

Sunday - Refill

Wake up at 07:45am, is Sunday ler.. we've to wake up early.. Cos we're going for refill with STOC Group..

Early at 08:10am, Cher is waiting downstair for us & Fred to cum down..

Due to some delay, we only came down @ 08:40am.. hmmm, why we were late ..?? Haiz, dun wish to mention it anymore as it already over..

Anyway when we reached GP Esso is already 09:15am.. Err, we were very late.. supposed to reach there @ 09:00am but.. Oops..!! = P

At ard 09:30am, we proceed to Perling for our breakfast..

The place we went.. hmmm, dun wish to mention where's it.. cos the place is really quite dirty & smelly.. but the food are really very nice!!! heehee.. (Forget to take pics of wat we ate..!!)

After taking our breakfast we proceed to the bike shop where most of the ST bikers will fixed their bikes there.. So me & Dear juz tag along with the rest.. Another thing why we were there so early is bcos.. Dear promise to fetch Ah Soon our Bike Mechanic from Perling to S'pore to collect his newly purchase RXZ from bike shop.. tat why we were there so early in the morning.. = (

This Ag Soon come and meet us w/o his helmet & passport.. No choice but to accompany him back to collect his things.. After got his things, we proceed to meet the rest of the guys @ the bike washing area.. Over there we met 小 William, Matthew & Alan.. Actually we planned to meet each other @ 11:30am but due to e delay at Perling end up we only meet them at 12:45pm..

So everybody got their wife wash.. After washed, we left the place first without Matthew and the rest cos we're actually late for another appt tat arranged by both Frederick in Bishan.. So we divided into 2 group going to Bishan.. And so we left GP Esso early & the rest leave later..

When we reached Singapore Custom, both me & Ah Soon swop bike being pillion, Dear pillion Ah Soon back to Tampines to collect bike and Cher pillion me to Bishan, Junction 8.. So while waiting for Dear to come over, we went to Mos Burger to fill our tummy.. = P

After Dear reached Junction 8, we proceed together to meet the rest of them @ Blk 290 Bishan St 24.. when we reached the place, they already start to fix the stroke light on Junior Frederick's bike..

Actually when me & Dear were there dunno for wat, we actually nvr do anything over there but juz followed the rest to go over here.. Basically we juz do nothing there but eat only.. After makan, I fall asleep on Cher's bike for almost for an hour.. When I woke up, they r abt to finished too..

OMG, we actually were there from 15:00pm, and finished almost at 21:00pm.. Is really a tiring day..!!

FALCON REALLY MAKE ME CREAZY!!

For the past few days, have been station in Haw Par Ctr for systems training.. Is really fun having lessons with the new friends tat I juz noe in StarHub & the Trainers in Haw Par Ctr.. We're all from different dept and all of us gathered together in Haw Par Ctr for Cable Products and Services Training..

Till today, we've been spending a week there together doing systems training and still there're 4 more days to go before my systems training end on next Tuesday, 22nd Apr 2008.. Really enjoy myself having training with them but not the systems.. haha!!

Haiz, tmr there will be another test going on for Falcon.. Shit, still not familiar with the Falcon system.. If I fail the test for tmr, will require to get the stupid test re-take again during after office hours!!

FALCON REALLY MAKE ME CRAZY!!

After my training in Haw Par Centre, will be station back in Ayer Rajah AGAIN!! hmmm, looking forward of going back to Ayer Rajah but not the shift werk.. Sianz, can't imagine got to werk from 12:00pm to 21:00 pm or even 8:30am to 21:00pm.. = (

Wonder if I start werking shift, can I still take leave for the coming Cameron Trip in June..?? Haiz, cos Dear finally agree to bring me up Cameron organize by TDM.. Hopefully nothing will happen & looking forward for the trip.. heehee..

Contented!!

Had my test result back this evening for my Cable Products and Services test.. Really very surprised with my result tat I can manage to get a passed for this test.. (didn't studies much，只是临时抱脚！！）

After this test, there're more tests cuming for the next days.. anyway dun care juz try my best lo.. can pass is good lor.. if cannot then got to re-take lo.. haha!!

Later tonight we're going back to Melaka.. Leave home @ ard 23:30pm..

Test Today!!

Today is our TEST day for Cable Products And Services..

Actually didn't really study much for this test.. and soon it will start in 10 mins time.. And me still here writing blog!! haha, anyway will juz anyhow hantam the answers in later..

We juz recently start our lesson on 7th Apr & today is juz the 4th day in learning the Cable Products.. So fast they wan to test us on the Cable Products And Services.. hmmm, how to remember so many things at one time.. TIEW!!

Last time in my previous dept, dun need to learn all this things.. but now come to this dept.. Everything got to start from the stretch again.. really sianz!!

Anyway juz hope for the best if not will need to sit for a re-test again!!

Start Work liao..

After so MANY MANY MANY months.. On 1st Apr 08, I'm back to my company again..

But then I'm no longer station in my dept anymore.. After service my dept for 7 yrs, was told to transfer to another dept.. = (

Anyway I'm very glad tat I'm can werk again.. YEAH!! I can go back to werk, really got to thanks Cindy for putting so much effort for me.. Really appreciate tat!!

Today is my 8th day @ werk, from 7th to 22nd Apr 08 will be station in Haw Par Ctr for training.. After my training in Haw Par Ctr, will officially require to werk shift in Ayer Rajah Cresent.. Although is abit sianz in doing shift duty but rather to werk shift then to stay at home.. = P

Shift werk Duty:
8:30am - 06:00pm
12:00pm - 21:00pm

Today is my 1st day late for training.. TIEW!! Cos me have not been werking for so long, everyday woke up late in the afternoon for the past one year plus.. now everyday got to wake up early in the morning at 07:15am to get myself ready.. 08:10am leave home for werk..

Luckily got Dear to send me to office, if not for sure everyday got to take cab to werk.. First day of werk in Ayer Rajah Crescent, my taxi fare already cost me $18.45.. Faint!!

Sick & Bless!

Monday after Dear came back from werk at 19:30pm, his cough doesn't seem to recover & worst he injured his back again.. So after taken our dinner, we went straight to Family Health Clinic to see Dr Wong again.. = (

The clinic suppose to close at 21:00pm, we reached the clinic at ard 20:45pm.. Tot there won't be anymore patients waiting but to our surprise tat there're still patients waiting to see Dr Wong.. After register, we waited for abt 30 mins then finally his turn to see the doc.. = (

So I went in with Dear to hear wat Dr Wong say .. After Dr Wong see his condition on his back & cough.. Surprise tat he said.. Dear dun need to go for x-ray juz take some medication for muscle will do.. & give him some new medicine for his cough.. and so while Dr Wong was attend to Dear, me also busy looking ard.. "Actually me came in with Dear is to get myself weight.. cos there's no weighing machine outside the clinic.. the machine actually was station inside the Dr Wong's room.."

When I saw the machine, I, self-service to turn on the weighing machine to get myself weight to see if I gain weight again.. = ( so i step on the machine.. as i didn't take out anything from my pocket.. Like hp, wallet & keys r still inside my pocket.. I weighed abt 61.3kg.. So after tat I removed every single things from my pocket.. I weighed myself again.. Is 59kg.. thought the machine might be error, so I tried again the 2nd time.. And Yes, my weight drop to 59KG.. was damn happy when I saw the figure.. me keep asking Dr Wong if their weighing machine spoil..?? = P Dr Wong look at me & said NOPE, the machine werk perfectly.. When I heard tat I lagi more happy.. = P

Then Doc Wong asked me, why..?? I told him tat I lose weight.. From 70 kg to 59kg since last yr July till now.,. He look at me & keep laughing.. Actually was quite shocked to see myself drop 11KG too.. It took me 8 mths to drop till 59Kg.. And hoping to drop more KG in future.. = )

After chatting with Dr Wong, we left his room & proceed to the counter to collect Dear's medicine.. Once got the medicine we proceed back home..

We reached home less then 10 mins, Bernard came.. He actually came to do something for Fred.. but bcos it was quite late, Fred called off the whole thing as he was very tired after a long day at werk.. Bernard got no where to go so he stop by at Dear's place for awhile as he's meeting Rick at 23:30pm in Simpang Bedok.. He asked us if we would want to follow him.. Actually if tmr we've nothing to do we will sure follow him but too bad as Dear tmr morning got to wake up early at 06:00am to Desmond's place..

Why so early going over to Desmond's place is bcos Dear is going to be his BROTHER tmr.. As tmr Tuesday, 18 Mar 08 is Desmond & Yin Fen BIG DAY.. Dear is going with Desmond to fetch his Bride, Yin Fen..

Finally after 3 yrs of ROM, 18 Mar 08 is their Chinese Traditional Wedding.. Dear was out there to be Desmond's Brother.. They were out from 06:00am till 15:00pm.. I didn't follow as me also last mins get myself prepared for Desmond's wedding.. went to Shaw Plaza to get the things I need for Desmond's wedding.. = )

Sms Dear before I go out, asking if he can fetch me after settle everything at Desmond's place.. Dear said can but might be quite late ard 14:30pm, everything shd be end by then..

So I left home at ard 13:30pm, had my brunch @ Shaw Plaza then proceed to get the things I need.. after purchase my things is ard 15:00pm.. Dear sms me say he will reach Shaw Plaza in 20 mins time.. = P

At ard 15:30pm, Dear reached Shaw Plaza.. he look very tired.. so we went home after Dear fetch me from Shaw Plaza & once reached home, Dear took a quick nap.. Cos Desmond want him to reach Hotel by 17:30pm as he need to brief them on the things tat he need Dear & the rest of the Brothers to do..

Haha.. we didn't reach there on time.. We left home at abt 17:50pm, reached Hotel at abt 18:10pm.. went up to the hotel but they still yet to be ready.. Since they're not ready, we juz go to Marina Sqand get a quick bite at KFC..

After our quick bite, we went back to the Hotel Ballroom to wait for Desmond & the rest to come down..

At ard 18:45pm, some of the guests have arrived.. So Dear was busy there attending to them plus his long time no see Ex-colleagues.. Then for me.. of cos me dunno anyone there except for Desmond.. But they were too busy so I juz got to find other things to do lor..

Finally at ard 20:30pm, all the guests hv arrived.. Dear ask me to go inside & get myself seated.. then he introduce his Ex-colleagues to me.. = )

Then at 20:45pm.. the wedding ceremony start.. The Couple walk into the Ballroom..

At 20:50pm, the dishes are ready to be serve..

1st dish Mandarin Oriental Lobster and Prawn Cocktail with Seafood Roll

2nd dish Braised Shark's Fin Soup with Three Treasures

3rd Steamed Prawn in Herb Sauce



4th Stewed Duck with Five Treasures


5th Braised Baby Abalone and Sea Cucumber with Chinese Spinach

6th Steamed Garoupa with Superior Soya Sauce


7th Crispy Mini Buns with Chilli Crabmeat Sauce

8th Dessert Combination - Double Happiness = Manjari Chocolate Mousse with Chocolate Jelly and Mango and Sweet Passion = Passion Fruit Cream with Crispy Swirl Raspberry Compote and Pistachio Tuile

Wow, the last dish name is so long.. now then i realise.. heehee

Dear totally got no time for his food.. He's busy helping Desmond.. = ( After finished helping Desmond then he come back for his food.. haha!!

Their Door Gifts, so nice & sweet.. Is a Chair Photo Frame with a Bell Key Chain..

Dear say my face look so red.. Do I..?? I nvr drink any beer or wine during the whole nite.. = (

The wedding dinner end at ard 22:59pm.. before I leave took a pic of them but too bad my hp camera is damn lousy.. It came out so dark.. can't see them at all.. = (
Dear also very tired.. after helping him for the whole day..

Once we reached home, Dear also nvr wash up.. =S drop dead on the sofa till the next morning.. = )

Today finally Desmond is online.. he msn me so I asked him for his wedding pics.. Too bad only manage to get 4 wedding photos.. haiz!!