Whenever i change my msn title.. Friends will sure ask me wat happened..??
My lastest title is: EeYoRe_159 ; mabel ; : Once lied, always lie! Again thanks to all my friends out there.. I'm fine!
I won't blame him as I understand a man need a perfect woman to be by his side.. Not like me a not perfect woman!!
Sometime i think back jux got blame myself for being stubborn on 21st Jan 07.. A mistake that i've done & will nvr forgave myself... If not bcos of my stubborness i might be able to enrol my Class 2A on 11th Sept 07.. but naw everything was being delay.. dunno if there's still chance to recover or not..!! Everyone keep telling me ; "Mabel, dun wori time will heal everything" but how long do i hv to wait!!
I actually ever tot of end my life so that i dun need to go thru go the suffering.. but the docs who saved me told me this.. We spent hrs to save u & u juz wan to end your life bcos of this small little things in life.. I told him, u r not me.. u won't be able to understand!! He told me said he understand, he've seen so many such cases.. Your case might be abit complicated but at least u manage to survive.. I noe I survive but got to go thru all the unhappiness in life, I really hate it!!
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